I admire and love you all for helping my friend Sammi through this. Your messages were appreciated and I want to say thank you to all of you thank you!
Hello there lovley people of tumblr. My blog is about nothing in particular. Just whatever I feel like blogging and whatever is of interest to me. It doesn't have a "theme" or anything. Just random shit. I follow back<3 :3
Anywhoozers, I guess I should say some shit about myself, shouldn't I? Welp.. I've suffered from depression for 8 years and still do to this very day. I do self harm but I DO NOT support it in any way. I have issues but it doesn't mean you should have them too. I hate it when people are all like "I feel so bad for you nahnahnah" like seriously.. just shut the fuck up.. If I want your help I will ask for it. I'm going to admit.. I'm not the happiest person ever and pretty much nothing can honestly make me happy. I've got 5 best friends who I trust with everything and that's pretty much all I have. I have MAJOR trust issues and often tend to just push people away. I'm not going to lie.. I am a hell of a lot to deal with. My emotions are crazy and the amount of issues I have is RIDICULOUS. I pretty much just hate people. They bother me. I avoid society as much as physically possible. I don't deal with other people's problems very well but I do tend to give pretty good advice. My temper is horrible and I get mad over the littlest of things. I often don't have much to say for myself unless I'm around people that I'm comfortable with. I tend to just bottle up all my feelings and then let them all out at once and trust me.. it's not a pretty sight. I've got this really bad obsession with pokemon, like it's insane.. and kittens.. I'm so going to grow up and be a crazy cat lady.. Reading, writing and music are my ways that I escape the world. I never go anywhere without my I-pod, book or notebook. They have to be with me at all times. I guess you could say I pretty much live in my own world. I'm a lot more intelligent than people seem to think I am. Oh andandand... I'm Canadian. I suffer from major Schizophrenia. I have really bad Separation anxiety. I'm extremely Anti-Social. I've been a Bulimic since I was 9. I'm an Agoraphobic. I'm majorly Bi-polar. i have Borderline personality. I suffer from Paranoia. I'm a huge Autophagiac and Bibliomaniac. Im a minor Schizoid. I have crazzy OCD. A.D.D. A.D.H.D. Autistic. I'm in general very Complicated. I'm crazy Stubborn. Hard to understand. Mostly just stutter and slur words. Dreamer. Pessimistic. Closed off. Lives in own world. Country girl. Quiet. Doesn't talk much. Prefers to be alone. Cat lover. Music crazy. Loves weird things. Nervous. Strange. Lazy. Self conscious. Hates society. Loves anything black and white. Horror movie addict. Loves monsters and weird creatures. Obsessive. Over thinker. Out spoken. Opinionated. Hates drama. Don't know what else to say. Welp... I'm going to end this here because I honestly don't have a clue what else to say. I'm just me. Simply me. Not much to it. Just little me. If you want to know more then talk to me(: